i secretly call him kid and he doesn’t need to know

February 16, 2010

hello me. this is my online blog, no one knows it exists, well except the owner of this site. none of my friends knows about this site. there. i dont always blog, i dont even have anything in my mind right now worthy to be written down.  to be known by people. i blog whenever i get the hang of it,most of the time im too lazy to write anything, since i dont really have access to the net 24/7, i visit my uncle’s place from time to time to  be a freeloader on their weefee. i horde on loading songs whenever im here, bands per bands, songs, even if i can’t think of any songs in mind. (i dont know if how many times have i used the word mind today and i plan to use it more so ef you.).. i so want my own place, but i cant find the time to look for one. plus the funds oh dear. i dont know when to start saving for it. i owe people money so i gotta pay them first. the citibank people, well anyway, they’re almost paid. almost. 2 paydays more. then next is the super fly slim tv of LG, i just hope that its resolution is not that disappointing. what’s so fly about it is that it swivel’s.. cool huh? 

 

i know that those LCD tv’s are far more flyyy than that tv that im aiming to buy. for now since i dont have the super fly money to buy that fly tv, this is good for now. 

 

then i suddenly thought of letter x… i lost my love for him. i think he’s right when he told me that, he actually made me realized why i started acting out, not paying that much attention to him,.. i lost it maybe because he’s too far. he said i used to be so sweet, and before he used to be so cold. 

 

originally written- feb 16, 2010